EMPTY

Hye.. :)

hmm..skrg nie...tgh sejuk sesangt...tgn nie hampir2 nk beku...kt luar hujan tgh lebat sngt..kt dlm ofce nie..punya la sejuk...kesejukkan nye..cm dok dlm freezer..hmm..

i feel so empty...so..terasa nk wt luahan hati kt cnie...leh x...??

nk tau x nape??

well...start dr ahad yg lepas...I kene dok kt umh sorang2 jer...home alone..all by my self..sure u all tertanya2 kn..why??

cm nie citenyer...

my parents smbut anvrsry yg ke bape erk..25 or 26 years..lbh kurng cm 2 la...so...mereka nie...g la mkn angin @ honeymoon..kt sebelah utara..mean..mereka g..Bukit Merah Perak..thn g Penang..n Pahang..

so.. mereka nie xde la kt rumah for few days...

2 xpe gak....bab yg x bez tu...de la pulak g honeymoon..bwk my little sis 2..xbez kn..???

(ckp dlm nada jeles) hehe,... :)

my beloved parents n my little sis

thats why la..I feel so empty...blk jer rumah..xde org pun..sampai nk mkn pun..xde selera..evn perut tgh lapar..nk masak...hmmm..bile buke fridge...xde ape yg menarik pun..evn kt dlm 2..mcm2 ada...huhu..seriously xde mood..rancangan2 kt TV pun..xbape menarik...nth la..mcm sj2 jer tau..biasenyer..de jer cite yg besh2 tuk di tgk..few days nie..xde lk..so...tdo awl la jwb nyer..sblm tdo..make sure sume pintu2 dh kunci..take a glass of milk..thn go to sleep..if la hari2 cm nie...I leh slim tau...hehehe.. :P

Br la sedar...yg I x suke tinggal sorang...guess what..ms sorang2 2 la..mcm2 bunyi ade..huhu..mencabar ketahanan mental tul...hehehe..de 1 nite..terdengar cm de org nk buke gate..huhu..seram gak la..ala..bkn tul pun sbnrnye..jz angin jer 2 yg tolak gate..al mklumlah..skrg nie kn musim hujan...tp..xleh nk elak dr fikir -ve...sbb 2 la tdo awl..so xde la dgr bnda2 pelik sepanjang mlm.. :D

hmm..boring la sesangt..biasenyer..bile blk dr keje..my little sis...berlari2..buka kn gate..skrg nie..kene buka sendiri..alahai...rindunyer kt die..if boring2..leh ganggu die..memain ngn die..lwn ckp ngn die..marah die tu sudah kemestian...yer la degil..mn la x kene marah kn..thn..buli2 die..hehehe..jahat kn..kn..kn...? :)

little sis n me

my other sis..de kt Matrik Johor..br start new sem..bdk2 U dh cuti..die lak..br nk mule...hmm..so..i dont have any friend..my sis n I...cm best friend..rapat...yer la..dr kecik..smpai besar...kami ber dua jer..br2 nie..br yg kecik 2 lahir..sbb 2 la kami rapat..die la kwn..die gak la lawan..hehe.. ;)

poyo jer die nie kn..kn..hehe

evn bile mereka ade..rumah 2 leh jd huru hara...tp..2 la warna kehidupan ku.. :)

hmm..tgk la..br jer kene tinggal sorg tuk beberapa hari dh jd cm nie..huhu..cant imagine how my life could be if tul2 kene hidup sorang..tmpa sesiapa di sisi..FYI..I am not a social type..yg suke keluar sana sini..lebih suke habiskan ms kt rumah.."rumah ku syurga ku" ... tgk la life ku sekarang nie...rumah..ofice...rumah..x kemana pun..sometimes jer la...keluar..keluar pun..if x ngn my sis..sorng jer..nk keluar ngn kwn2...yg terdekat pun..nyra jer la..tp msti die de hal gak kn..so xnk la ganggu..nk keluar ngn bf?? huhu..xde nyer...jauh sngt..if nk keluar ngn org lain..hmm..pun xleh gak...cz my mom dh letakkan syarat..if nk keluar leh..tp kene bwa blk rumah dulu..huhu..xde mkna nyer la 2... :)

kt ofce nie pun...sorang2 gak...xde kawan pun...staff yg lain sume laki..I sorang jer perempuan kt cni...cm mn la 2 kn..sume nyer sorng2..dpt sorang pun jd la..leh wt teman..bual2 ke..g mkn sm2 ke..wat keje sm2...hmm...xtau la...laki pun..sume dh kawin..dh tunang..huhu..mmg x sesuai nk wt kwn...kwn2 gtu leh la... :)

with my mom..

dulu..hidup sorang gak..tp..xde la sorang pun..cz de kwn2 di sisi...so..xde la terasa sngt kekosongan 2..mcm2 kami wat bersama..n have so much fun when we're together.. ps kls..serbu ke cafe li lunch...berebut2 takut habis..hehe..sometimes keluar ke Sek 8..meredah terik mentari..mlm pun cm 2 gak...boring2..g keluar ke Sek 8 mkn2..minum2..borak2..thn blik..bljr same2..de kalanya..smpi x tdo mlm..kumpul ramai2 kt bilik Tv tgk tv..weekends lak..if x dok hostel..keluar..g shopping ke..nk2 bile loan dh masuk..huhu..xpun..keluar dating..bilnd date ke..wahaha.. :P

pg td..dok bc my friend's blog...die de cite psl memories kt Kolej dulu...hmm...bertambah2 la rindu..if cn turn back time..kn bez..hehe..

hmm.....how i miss my student life... :)

hmm..kami mula rapat since part 1 g....frm left..nyra..yoon..atun..n me..

some of my friends..senior+junior ... xnmpk de gap pun kn... :)

friends..friends..friends...love n miss u all.. :)

with my BFF,my room mate since part 1..my school mate since form 2

hmm....what about my fon...?? xtau la u all caye or x...seriously...my fon dh x aktif g dh..can u belive it?? hehe...dulu..de jr fon kt tgn...smpikn de 1 ketika..smpai bwa fon ke toilet pun pernh..huhuhu...

skrg nie..pe dh jd?? nk tau x..kdng2..krdt dlm fon 2 smpai xprd..pdhal baki bnyk g..pd kwn2..yg bg msg..thn xdpt reply..hope u all cn undrstnd now..bkn ape ..mls dh nk topup..cz x guna sngt..for me..my fon dh x important dh skrg nie..I dh x cm dulu...ramai kwn..sumenyer dh ku tinggalkn..mls dh nk cr kwn baru...pencarian ku dh berakhir..ade xde pun yg still keep in touch..ngn Zack ( abng angkt )..smtimes de gk la call...dulu...mmg la rajin..asal free jer..xde tmpt lain la...kt lab la jwbnyer..x pun...kt library,,,nk tau I wt pe..pe g..serve internet la..chatting...

huhu,,, how noty I am... :) tp 2 sume cite dulu...skrg nie..bnyk yg dh berubah..n bersyukur sngt cz berubah kearah yg lebih +ve..YM 2 hari2 on9..tp..xtergerak pun nk join Yahoo Chat..chat ngn org2 yg de dlm list nie jer...n paling penting..chat ngn " Lelaki Itu "

ade kalanye...terasa sunyi gak...thats y la..i feel so empty...huhu..

fon burukku...

ckp psl lelaki itu...hmm..die pun menyepikan diri..last sekali die de call...time 2 kt ofice..so xleh nk ckp bnyk cz bos ade...die kt de problm ngn line Internet...so die xleh nk on9...sudahnyer..smpi ke hari nie..br die on9 semula..u know what...how i miss him sooo badly much...eh tul ke ayt 2??? hntam sj lah... hehe... ;)

but...now..all back 2 normal again..die dh on9 cm biase dh skrg nie...kehadiran die dlm hidup nie...tul2 membahagiakan... dia ibaratkn cm sunshine in my life..huhu..dramatis nyer... :P

more...my parents will be back soon...n all will back 2 normal again...all my gloomy day...will go far..far away... :)

I love my life...my family..my friends..and I love " Lelaki Itu " sooo much... :)

syang sume la...

okla...bnyk la pulak luahan hati kali nie...

I'll be back with another story.... ;)

stay tune...... :)